wilona

I'm leaving Suicide Girls.

I really messed up my relationship because of it.
And I became someone I didn't really want to be.
I was slutty, and disrespectful, and I hid things from my boyfriend.

I'd really love to be a Suicide Girl, and maybe one day I'll come crawling back if it doesn't all work out.
But I'm willing to give love one last shot.

I know you all hate him, and will probably tell me that I'm being stupid, but I don't want to let him go.
I want to give it another chance.
Never say never.

I'm going to have a go with some other alternative modelling and see what happens.
I'd really appreciate it if someone would help me get some photos together to help me build a portfolio, you can use the photos for whatever you like.
If anyone's interested in helping out, please drop me a line in the next day or so.

I've made a lot of great friends on here that I will never forget, but we won't lose touch, I promise.
SG has boosted my confidence, it's finally made me feel pretty, it's the first time I ever felt good enough for anything.
Everyone here has been great to me, and so supportive.
I really appreciate all the lovely comments and the support everyone has given me.
I will never forget it.

But I will miss it.

Bye bye everyone.
I'm sorry that I can't say goodbye to you all individually
*Cuddles*
xxxxx