Friday Feb 08, 2008

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I told him I refuse to let him dictate my life.
I understand that he's not happy about the whole SG thing, but I am and I need him to support me.
And if he doesn't support me, I don't want any grief from him either.
I figure if he's right for me, he'll get over the worries and the jealousy and support me.
If not, I'm not scared to be alone anymore.
Of course I'd miss him, but I know that I won't be on my own.
I have friends, and I'm not a terrible person.

On another note...
I don't know what to do with my hair =(
It's a pile of shit at the moment (I had to take my extensions out cuz they were looking like absolute shite)
Any ideas?
I was thinking of shoving a chunk of black under the fringe maybe.

This is me doing fuck all at work!



Oooooh.
And.

This makes me happy.
I want to dance around on golf courses with Zac Efron =)



No more blogging til Monday, how will I cope?!?!

Much love
xxxx
Spider
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knives2meatyou:
It sounds like you're on to him - you know how he's trying to manipulate you and you're not about to let him do it anymore. Good. I recognize that he might be a good guy in all respects other than his insecurity (of course I may be giving him more credit than he deserves, but for the sake of argument let's say I'm right on that), but his insecurity alone is enough to doom the relationship. It's not healthy and eventually it will cause you great misery if he doesn't wise up. But as I said it sounds like you've got a good handle on what's going on - the hard part, though, is following through if he doesn't change and you have your emotions to deal with. That's when you have to be strong.
narcissistzero:
Despite my understanding of his uncomfortable reaction to SG, I agree with you... if it's important to you and he just will not accept it, then he's trying to control you, to change you, and that's not cool.

There's a difference, in my experience, between letting your girlfriend know you disagree with something, and telling your girlfriend she's not allowed to do something.

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