I am going threw a dene sweat ceramony. I was invited by the comissioner of indigonous affairs. I met him threw the nuns i work for on the reserve here. I really nervous about it. I am no longer sick. But the doctors in Canada think it has to do with exposure to something in Iraq. It just comes and goes. I am getting lonely here. but i have to prepare for this ritual. I dont know really what i am getting into. But Jimmy (the dene guy) told me i will never move on or habe any meaningful relationships until i cut out the problems i have from war. But yeah on a lighter note i got my studs and spikes order in today. So im decorating my jacket. I also went to the pen to escort some guys for work at the charity i work for. I know i sound religous on here. but im an athiest. im just really going to different extremes to find out what knowledge i can absorb here. I am going to be in Germany next year and im saving for it right now.
I was so drunk last night... hehe
When are you going?
It seems we keep missing each other..
Hope to catch you before you go, if not, don't be nervous, you will be fine.
XOX
I know it will be a really life altering experience for you and I think it's what you need right now.
Glad to see you are feeling a little better at least.
Take care.