wilmhoff1334

I am going threw a dene sweat ceramony. I was invited by the comissioner of indigonous affairs. I met him threw the nuns i work for on the reserve here. I really nervous about it. I am no longer sick. But the doctors in Canada think it has to do with exposure to something in Iraq. It just comes and goes. I am getting lonely here. but i have to prepare for this ritual. I dont know really what i am getting into. But Jimmy (the dene guy) told me i will never move on or habe any meaningful relationships until i cut out the problems i have from war. But yeah on a lighter note i got my studs and spikes order in today. So im decorating my jacket. I also went to the pen to escort some guys for work at the charity i work for. I know i sound religous on here. but im an athiest. im just really going to different extremes to find out what knowledge i can absorb here. I am going to be in Germany next year and im saving for it right now.