willie

....i totally forgot that the day after thanxtaking was a shopping frenzy day. i went to lloyd center to pick up a tray for cleanns bonzai, and luckily they were selling the simpsons new years set at toysrus. crazy, rabid atmosphere in that damn store. i could watch the kids all day, the parents are a different story.

...dinner was very pleasant. im such a fucking weenie when it comes to the ladies. we watched death to smoochie, and afterwards spent 3 hours watching the words APEX bounce pong-like around the screen as we chatted. again, im pretty sure shes sweet on me, waiting for me to be the one to make a first more-than-friendly move, but thats just not me i guess. never has been. it was probably good that she got to spend those 3 hours getting to know more about how i am- quiet, totally too content with just being in someones presence who makes me happy, often forgetting that they probably want more out of me than i feel ballzy enough to let out. she totally dug the tree, which was good. shes so damn creative and probably ten times deeper than i am....

i recorded a mix the other day i titled staring back... i wish i could get my computer to record better... grrrr

...think ill put off my homework even more and just go to roccos and put some cheese on my ribs.