Every brilliant weird qui-lingual Romanian girl I ever meet is always already taken. 
Yes, I know I only know one. I just wish we didn't have the awkwardness of two teenagers who don't know how to handle attraction to one another. The uncomfortable silences, and the way we just look at one another. It drives me insane. At least I know now that I'm at least open to other possibilities with no fear of hurting her feelings.
I'm sure a great emo album could come from this, though.
If only I liked emo as a genre without hesitations.
Y'know. It'd just make it easier to write the album.
My birthday was pretty goddamned boring. I got an ice cream cake, a CD full of pictures from Romania, Sling Blade (movie) and War of The Worlds (book). And then my parents handed me $50. Approximately ten more people said happy birthday that wouldn't have if Meredith hadn't forced me to wear a paper "It's My Birthday!" crown and people didn't stop mentioning it.
My night ended sitting in a guy's bedroom in a cottage with Ioana, Jutka, and two other foreign girls as we watched a repeat of the BET Awards. I managed to get her to slip the news that she still had her boyfriend without directly asking her. You know how awkward it would be if I had asked it straight out.
And that's about it. A boring birthday with some disappointments.
Yes, I know I only know one. I just wish we didn't have the awkwardness of two teenagers who don't know how to handle attraction to one another. The uncomfortable silences, and the way we just look at one another. It drives me insane. At least I know now that I'm at least open to other possibilities with no fear of hurting her feelings.
I'm sure a great emo album could come from this, though.
If only I liked emo as a genre without hesitations.
Y'know. It'd just make it easier to write the album.
My birthday was pretty goddamned boring. I got an ice cream cake, a CD full of pictures from Romania, Sling Blade (movie) and War of The Worlds (book). And then my parents handed me $50. Approximately ten more people said happy birthday that wouldn't have if Meredith hadn't forced me to wear a paper "It's My Birthday!" crown and people didn't stop mentioning it.
My night ended sitting in a guy's bedroom in a cottage with Ioana, Jutka, and two other foreign girls as we watched a repeat of the BET Awards. I managed to get her to slip the news that she still had her boyfriend without directly asking her. You know how awkward it would be if I had asked it straight out.
And that's about it. A boring birthday with some disappointments.