Ahh, a world full of turds.
150K people just died in one of the world's worst natural disasters. Iraqi "freedom fighters" celebrated by adding another twenty or so to that death count.
Mother Nature, baby, you've got nothing on us.
I'm just rambling.
I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that the Monkey Boy will be president for another four years. I saw a Kerry/Edwards bumper sticker today and felt a twinge of regret for whatever hope I lost in November. Since then I've been busy with two jobs and the soul-crushing realization that I'm not gonna amount to jack squat. Before too long I'ma finally be able to buy that van I always wanted and then I can move out of my parents' house. I don't make terrible money but I spend cash as fast as I make it and that's keeping me from getting my own place in the Real World. Perhaps I'll just have to force myself into well-equipped poverty just so I can bring my consumerism back in check, or maybe just so I can spend a few years getting the big-ticket items that I somehow always had the money for back when I was penniless in college.
What I Wasted Money on in December:
M44 Rifle---$100
KOTOR 2---$50
Cleaning Rod and Ammunition---$30
SM Commander---$15
SM Veterans Blister---$15
SM Command Squad---$35
Trip to Barnes and Noble---$50
Day-and-Night Drunk in Ames---$100 (approx)
So let's say that's my extra spending. It's not--I'm sure there's more. But that alone is roughly $400. That's either a car payment or an apartment payment (minus cable, internet, heat, electricity, water, food, and condoms). Throw in about a $160-a-month car insurance dealie (me no likey the Lawman) and there's really no fucking way I can afford either a new car or a two-bedroom apartment for myself.
Why the fuck did I waste $40K going to college?
Heehee, 40K.
I can't afford a goddamn thing beyond all my petty bullshit. Maybe that's why I buy petty bullshit--so I have an excuse not to look my finances square in the face and realize that I can't make it on my own.
Real World, I fucking HATE you!
150K people just died in one of the world's worst natural disasters. Iraqi "freedom fighters" celebrated by adding another twenty or so to that death count.
Mother Nature, baby, you've got nothing on us.
I'm just rambling.
I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that the Monkey Boy will be president for another four years. I saw a Kerry/Edwards bumper sticker today and felt a twinge of regret for whatever hope I lost in November. Since then I've been busy with two jobs and the soul-crushing realization that I'm not gonna amount to jack squat. Before too long I'ma finally be able to buy that van I always wanted and then I can move out of my parents' house. I don't make terrible money but I spend cash as fast as I make it and that's keeping me from getting my own place in the Real World. Perhaps I'll just have to force myself into well-equipped poverty just so I can bring my consumerism back in check, or maybe just so I can spend a few years getting the big-ticket items that I somehow always had the money for back when I was penniless in college.
What I Wasted Money on in December:
M44 Rifle---$100
KOTOR 2---$50
Cleaning Rod and Ammunition---$30
SM Commander---$15
SM Veterans Blister---$15
SM Command Squad---$35
Trip to Barnes and Noble---$50
Day-and-Night Drunk in Ames---$100 (approx)
So let's say that's my extra spending. It's not--I'm sure there's more. But that alone is roughly $400. That's either a car payment or an apartment payment (minus cable, internet, heat, electricity, water, food, and condoms). Throw in about a $160-a-month car insurance dealie (me no likey the Lawman) and there's really no fucking way I can afford either a new car or a two-bedroom apartment for myself.
Why the fuck did I waste $40K going to college?
Heehee, 40K.
I can't afford a goddamn thing beyond all my petty bullshit. Maybe that's why I buy petty bullshit--so I have an excuse not to look my finances square in the face and realize that I can't make it on my own.
Real World, I fucking HATE you!
heavely armed and angry.....
now there is a good combo!
jk
hope things get easier, and yes saddly four more years of monkey boy will only make our relationships around the world that much SCARIER!!
well at least ya got us!
KRISS
later