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Thursday Sep 11, 2008

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Currently listening to: Madagascar by Guns n Roses

School started finally and I'm having a blast. I'm taking two psychology classes with three more coming next semester, health which is an utter bore but is required for my major, and rock history which was supposed to be my fun elective but is about as exciting as watching flies fuck.

That said, let's get into detail. I'm studying to become a developmental and behavioral psychologist so there's nothing more exciting than going to psych and flat out enjoying the shit out of the class. I have a really bad habit of waking up and doing a bump of blow to help get my ADD in check (if anyone is going to oppose to this, I'll humiliate you with knowledge; don't comment if you don't know what you're talking about). It's not that the blow is bad because it helps keep me focused and prevents my thoughts from wondering, but when I start coming down, I start to lose my attention span again. Because I cant do blow in class or school, it's hard as hell to keep my attention span up to par. I'd rather not go and start taking Xanax because I don't want to deal with dosages and such. With blow, I control my own dosage and that helps me get through my day. I stopped smoking weed until class ends in December because smoking doesn't do anything but make me write slower.

Tuesdays and Thursdays are one of my psych classes, and Monday, Wednesday, and Friday are my other classes including my second psych class. It's pretty great, but I'm at school for almost four hours on MWF so that's when the come down hits me the hardest. I gotta' figure out a way to keep my attention span up at school when I come down.

ANYWAY, I'm rambling. I should mention that I do not condone the use of drugs to those who have no idea what they're doing. I know the effects of drugs, the long term side effects, and what can essentially be the result of my drug abuse. However, I'm also very careful with my dosages and don't go over my head. So if I know what can come as a result of what I'm doing and I'm okay with it, I don't need to hear someone who has no grasp of what drugs really do to the mind/body preach to me about what they THINK drugs are doing to me and how they're allegedly bad for me. I've done all the research and am continuing research of my own. If MDMA is allowed to be used for psychological research of PTSD patients, if coca plant extract (the plant that cocaine is derived from), amphetamines, and opiates are used everyday by people who take them willingly by prescription, I'm fine with what I'm doing.
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Fuck...dude...I miss you..and then reading this just made my heart hurt again.

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