wildseven

Today has been such a long day. Such a long, long, difficult day. I visited a new doctor. A good one. And he changed my meds. He agreed that they were doing more harm than good. He agreed that my first doctor was very irresponsible. And he listened. I'm going back in a month to check the meds. Monitor their progress, like what should have been already. This past week has been so horrible. I'm tired, cold, hungry and dehydrated. This past week has been a blur. A blur of sadness, blue, anger, red, envy, green, lust, pink and hate, black. I need sleep, rest and some time spent talking about pointless things. Shooting the shit, as it were. I hope i can leave this dark period behind. It'll stay with me forever. Mentally and physically, but i want to move past it. To quote Monty Python: Get on with it. A huge thanks to everyone who listened to me this past little while. Read my posts. My emails. My blogs. Everything. I think it's going to better. I hope so. To quote the Dark Tower: Nobody knows what lives in the darkness [of Todash]. I'm falling asleep while writing this on my phone. So i'll leave it there. Toodles all...