wildchinchila

wow. i have never kept any sort of journal before. i was always sort of against the idea... like someone could/would someday use it against me. i have also always felt that i could never properly express into words what i felt. that goes for speaking and writing. sometimes it is obvious that people misunderstand me and other times i just get hte impression that they don't quite have my meaning, just a bastardization of my meaning.. then, of course, there is the thought that i don't really have anything worthwhile to say.. like, why would you care what i did today? does it really matter what my favorite book is? maybe it could be a conversation topic... or maybe i don't really want to discuss why i enjoy a particular book (usually because of my expression problems.. you wouldn't understand my ideas anyway)... o, well... here i am telling you anyway.
so... yeah... if you want to be my friend and discuss pointless drivel, since ultimately none if it really matters and you will most likely never meet me anyway... send a message or whatever. i do like you.. all of you.. io am just shy... but i am really fun and interesting... i promise
anyway, to all who it concerns: happy mother's day if you celebrate that sort of thing.
and have an awesome rest of the weekend... not that there is much left... BUT ENJOY IT WHILE YOU CAN!!!