wildchild

interesting. where did you get this? hey, glad you responded to the journal, it was gettin lonely here in sgland. yeah, life with out ltrain is empty. she rocks. we should get on a plane and fly to her. i wonder what she is doing right now. , you changed the profile pic, this bat is cool. but it doesnt compare to your pic.


*updated* hey there, thanks for the reply. yeah, i am sure she is kicking back drinking some brews. i cant imagine your life being boring. you seem really rad. yeah i was used to taking to ltrain everyday. i was sad when we were in olympia cause i knew she was leaving soon. i hope she gets access to a computer soon. i know she talked about you alot, mainly saying oh she replied, or i am waiting for an email. etc. she is the best person i have known. alot of ppl in our line of work say they would sacrifice alot for each other. she is the one that i would do anything for. she is my best friend. when she moved away from wash st. it was the most painful day of my life. i visited her later and when i left then i have never cried (shh i need to keep my manly image) so long and hard. she is truly special to me. anyway enough gushy feelings junk. my journal was the song to underdog, my favorite cartoon. hope your weekend is fun.

[Edited on Jun 14, 2003]

OT: I like your bat

wow, that is profound. i think everything gets boring after a certain amount of time.

I like it, that's how I feel too

hey babe u know its better to be rejected for being who you are rather than being praised for something u arent. u are more normal than u think. its the parents who are strange. its like who told them that at a certain age they have to abandon everything they found fun in their life. i mean they were teens once sneaking 10 people in the trunk of a duster to a drive in movie, tresspassing in an abandoned house to drink alcohol but god forbid one of their children get a tattoo. then the world is over. let ur mom see u for u.they were young once. how they forget this is beyond me. im gauranteed she wont be dissapointed and if she is then u dont need her in ur life anyway. u have obviously been fine without her. my mom is more accepting but u know what there is no element of closeness between us. we live together but i couldnt tell u the last time we even spoke to eahother, i wish it was different but i not going to harp on it. i dont know ive dragged this on way to much and id just like to add that ur a hottie and u can call me mom whenever u'd like. lol ok thats takign it a little too far isnt it??!!!

update yo shiz!

nothing is worse than a bunch of smelly ass hippies!! hopefully non of them will gang up on u and try to eat all ur doritos. hmmmmm......do u have doritos? i dont know what im typing lol im delirous. how'd things go with ur mom.

Sounds familiar, I hate my housemates' friends. A real
bunch of knobs. They dont smell though, which I suppose is a pluspoint!

Yay, I'm the first to reply.. I like being #1!
Why don't you ask Mrs. Clause? She likes naughty lil girls.
About your dream, I'm not an expert but I read alot about dreams and meanings cause I'm always so curious about mine. It sounds as though you are contemplating your stability and freedom in life. Do you feel stuck in rut? You have alot of emotion built up inside, from sexual impulses to passion. Do you feel disappointment or bitterness? But are you happy about certain things as well?? You could be neglecting your own feelings. Like I said, I'm no expert but I think you need a vacation or more masturbation!

Mp3s players are amazing. I could totally hook you up with a discount if you lived anywhere near Pittsburgh! And to answer your question. Philip is single, you just recently got out of a bad relation ship with a stick woman

my, we r verrrry pretty!

c'mon woman! update already!!! pretend to be sitting on my lap like i'm mrs. claus on xmas.. and tell me all all about it.
ummm, cake, is it rum cake? now you get A "pot" brownie point!!!

don't you wish!

As a representative of the shy community, we thank you for your comments

why does one keep a journal at all? do we do it for ourselves? or for the people who might read it some day? The way i see it if you write something with the intention of having others read it you will always be at a loss of words, because what happens? you worry about what those other people might think of what you write...so a piece that is supposed to be full of honesty, because someone's entertainment. it is true that when we write in these boards that it is open to whoever is a member...but these boards are called that, it is called a journal...you write what you want to write, what you feel at that moment, what you think...regardless of what others think, or will think, or may think...when you say writing in here is like speaking into an answering machine, this is exactly what it has become for you...no one is ever comfortable speaking into an answering machine...they are comfortable speaking to a journal...a friend that is just there to listen...
i wish you the best of luck on you move...i hope this means you won't be leaving us...in the event you do... know that you will always have friends here missing you, and thinking of you...may you have nothing but happiness in this new chapter in your life...

update already.. i'm curious to what you have to say next...

I see we have a lot of similar interests in music...isn't it Morrissey's b-day soon?

I have no idea what to write other than The City of Lost Children was awesome! Loved that movie.

*Edit* No, wait, I actually remembered what I wanted to say...darn brain freeze. It's good to get out once in a while but it's hard to get away from the PC sometimes. But a bicycle ride is the perfect reason to go outside...Well I guess it would have to be - would be a bit difficult to ride the bike around inside your house...Not as fun either.... ;-)

[Edited on May 24, 2003]

Hiya

Just posted on the incredibly busy new members group. Hows trix anyway. Sorry to hear about your impending Illness, I was sick last week, actually no I faked it.

Belly button lint is a bit of a mystery, and I don't think the scientists are geeting enough funding to research it further, and I definitle appload your efforts.

cute girls say the most disguisting things!! i love it!!