wildchild

Hey there!
i totally understand what you are talkin bout. You are a very attractive and intersting person. i dont understand chicaz, if i was a chica i would totally be all over you. i have been the 'third wheel' most of my life. well if the chicas arent kissin you they are totally missin out. that isnt pathetic on your part. it is more pathetic that girls arent kissin you. maybe ppl that notice you are shy too. i totally have been in your situation alot. you totally need to go out with ltrain sometime, she is like a social fuckin butterfly, she gotz mad game. dont be lonely, you always have us here in sgland. i think that you should take a weekend and go to olympia, that is the cool place. i think that the ladies of portland arent cool now since they arent hookin you up. the time of day is 905pm. i dont think you are feelin sorry for yourself. it sounds like you are just tryin to figure out the datin situation. why couldnt i be a chica? ugh
anyway, your pics are soooo cute

awww hey i know exactly how it is. ive had a shitload of bfs when all i really wanted was a sweet beautiful chick to be the one buying me flowers, taking me to dinner, and calling me 24-7 to just say hi. girls never ever ever aproach me, its so sad. only once when i was 16 was there a chick all into my shit, but it didnt work out...she was obnoxious ....lol.i must say i did meet a really amazing girl through the site but its not possible to make her mine. the way things have been going with my boyfriend lately im ready to call it quits, theres only so many times u can cry over somebody, but we'll see what happenes. dont worry ur attractive and from what ive read in ur journal u have a great personality, u will find ur juliet in no time.

wow a new new profile pic, yay!!!!
your pics are awesome!!!
yeah, i was thinkin of seein t3 this weekend, but i am glad you told me not to waste the money or time.
how is the weekend going? hope all is goin well in portland, hey trinity said she wants to take you home hehe. check her out if you havent she is rad!!!

I love your "don't know what I'm looking for" pic. Your arm is beautiful, it is THEE shit! Ohhh
I need to solve my own money problems, so I can get money for more tattoos.

have you done an account inquiry? alot of banks charge like a dollar, but it may lead to where the money went. i had an atm take money out of my account when it never gave me the money. a lot of banks will work with you on things like that. well have a good night, sleep well for tomorrow will be better, ok. when is your payday? mine is tomorrow. so i am your current crush? ya know i just got the rubber band thing hehehe

Fuck money, money is the root of all lust, or something like that. Money is nolonger a part of my life since I quit my job, money don't luv me no mo.

Seriously, I suggest calling your bank and lying, but in your case you could probably tell the truth.
I talked myself down from like a $200 overdraft to like $15 dollars, no shit. You'd be suprised how far over-the-phone intimidation can get you. Good Luck

Dont leave! Ill miss you

You should stay, who else's journals am I gonna read and not post comments?

bye wildchild, its been real! miss ya, chick! i'll keep emailing you, alright! bye

I hear ya dude...Vanessa and I are coming to Portland around the 20th. So keep in touch.

go masturbate! that kills boredom. i would but the fact that strange people enter my room kinda kills the alone time. oh.. hmmm, that sounds like a challenge for me.
inspire yourself, be an independent woman.. all the women who are indpendent, throw your hands up at me!
but yes, this shit is boring. i'd rather be drunk then writing this honestly, so off i go! see ya!

hey cool pic. how is life treatin ya? how was your indy day?
here is some inspiration;
Update , NOW !!!
lol j/k

super-cala-fragulus-something something something. heh. are you on drugs? would you mind sharing next time. hey!!!! at least you're happy, now i'm happy. we can both be happy. we can be happy together.

ok its me again, i'm bored but before i log off i just thought i'd let you know, i'd be sad if you stop coming on sg. then there would be no reason for me to even bother. oh but i think my account is up soon anyway. so lets both leave sg and take over the world!!!

Beautiful drawing. Would you ever get married in Vegas?

nice new pic, looking good..

i saved the best for last!! i miss you too wildchild!!! well i love your hair!!! omg!!! its rad!! i like the fact you will take chances and you like a change. well keep updating your journal for me k, you know i'll make time to come read it even if i'm in another country. your journal is always refreshing especially now! bye!

hey!! no cigarettes!!! you have alluring magic!! i've been drawn to you. i will be always be your friend if you'll be mine. don't think that way k, maybe when i get back from europe if you don't have too many friends and forget about me, you and i can walk the streets alone, drink espresso and share a conversation. you possess more then you know.

yeah, this is kludog, i changed the name to brynsboytoy, just fyi, i love ppl watching i do it alot.
i was thinkin about it, they should make a movie about a ppl watcher. i saw ppl today and it made me wonder with all these couples, do they really think they are soulmates? i mean really what makes them want to be a couple? so many ppl dont match at all. are they that desperate that they will accept the other person? i think that we make soulmates. if you are with someone so long that you are 'connected' in the ways you go about life, then they feel like a soulmate, i thought i met a soulmate, but i realize now that i could never please her cause it was like a psuedosoulmate. anyway. thanks for being you. you are cool. i soo want to go back to the pac nw. i am movin to ft lewis after korea.