wildchild

My room is on the road to recovery! I came home from work, called my mom- 'cause she always makes me happy, and cleaned my damn room! It isn't 100% anything yet, but it at least has a floor. I am feeling a lot better now. I think tomorrow I will be a monster again. YAY! Sometimes getting out of my own world and into the real world helps me keep things in perspective. It's nice to have a retreat to escape to, like my thoughts and my alone time... which is most of the time, but it always seems so perfect after a day of going through the motions. I wish I could be more of a free spirit. Every moment should really just be an adventure. But sometimes I often forget. I forget and become this sort of prisoner, just waiting for certain things to be over so I can get to the stuff that happens next. So strange. I'm going to try to get some sleep now. I'll need it. Tomorrow I'll be a monster again...