wildchild

Isn't it strange how you can introduce your friends to other friends of yours and they all seem to connect with each other better than they connected with you in the first place? Kinda makes you feel like a shmuck. I hate that feeling, being surrounded by a group of friends and still feeling totally alone. It's what I like to call an invisible complex. You see, sometimes I just feel invisible, like everyone is making eye contact with everyone else except me. Granted, I'm not usually the most talkative person in the group, but I feel like when I say something it has some kind of substance... I don't know. But I sometimes feel like I may as well not even be there, no matter how much I drink, I still am just the quiet guy, sitting on the sidelines. Yeah, and I guess some girls find this appealing and mysterious or whatever, but I never see them. Where are all the ladies who like the quite types?!? Being shy is like a curse.