Missing the 415...
Sometimes I really think Portland is a dead end town. For me anyway. Sometimes I question my santiy... but that's another story. I often wonder why I moved here in the first place. I thought I was so misserable in San Francisco. I just wanted out. I just wanted to go someplace... anywhere. Now, I realize what a dumb fuck I was. I wish someone had just kicked me in the face. I had so much there that I took for granted. I lived in the Mission, in a kick-ass old house- my rent was a mere fraction of what it is now. My roommates where awesome, I had a sweet job, tons of friends... girls all over me! What the hell was i thinking?! Now, I'm here and I'm lonely... I miss the person I used to be. I miss all the things I used to have... now I'm here and I'm misserable. Perhaps I will be miserable wherever I go. Perhaps it is my inevitable destiny.
Sometimes I really think Portland is a dead end town. For me anyway. Sometimes I question my santiy... but that's another story. I often wonder why I moved here in the first place. I thought I was so misserable in San Francisco. I just wanted out. I just wanted to go someplace... anywhere. Now, I realize what a dumb fuck I was. I wish someone had just kicked me in the face. I had so much there that I took for granted. I lived in the Mission, in a kick-ass old house- my rent was a mere fraction of what it is now. My roommates where awesome, I had a sweet job, tons of friends... girls all over me! What the hell was i thinking?! Now, I'm here and I'm lonely... I miss the person I used to be. I miss all the things I used to have... now I'm here and I'm misserable. Perhaps I will be miserable wherever I go. Perhaps it is my inevitable destiny.
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kludog:
being broke sucks hardcore, just got back from a deployment, which meant i Had a lot of money saved up, but of course , things seem to happen to deplinsh those funds. everything seems to cost twice as much as it should, my insurance went up, car payment is a bit higher on my truck, so i totally understand that, i should have fundage when i return from korea. i am puttin in an extension so i dont have to report untill October, so , hopefully i will be able to see ltrain and possible head to the pac nw. 
i hope she comes home soon
i hope she comes home soon 
5alvani:
... what is this i read??... you are wildchild!!!.. make your own damn fun!! 