wildbill755

WTF!!! Why the fuck is it that most of the women, i have ever meet,"claim" they are looking for a "nice guy". That is a crock of shit! I don't mean to sound to steriotypical and or synical, but, after tonight, where i go to the bar that i have been attempting to get to know the bartender at, and i know, trying to date a bartender is next to impossible, (I have fucked it up in the past) but she gave me her number, and she was the one to initiate the flirting, granted i was a bit on the typsy side and hind sight is always 20/20, (she just wanted my shirt(a guinness "kiss me i am drunk" shirt)) but i was interested, and she seemed to be also, but turns out she is interested in her guitarist, the epitomy af "bad boy", biker, piercings, pony tail, goaty,marlboro reds, the works... how the fuck am i suposed to compete with that,due to my job(navy) there are certain grooming standards which i am required to adhear to.clean cut, relitivly short hair, only a mustach( ain't gonna happen)no (visible) piercings, generaly speaking clean cut and "normal", which i hate. and i am sorry but i can't be a dick ,no matter how hard i try, since it seems to work for far to many guys that i have seen make it work. i dont fucking know,what the fuck am i doing wrong?any help would be greatly apreciated
wild (but kinda tame) bill
p.s. it is fucking raining in all of NH 2 days before x-mas. I WANT SNOW!!!!!!!!! if i even want to go boarding it will be another 3+ hours north. i'll just go to the range and blow off a few hundred rounds instead