I haven't been this happy in a long time. The last few days I have basically felt like I've finally figured it all out and have EVERYTHING that I want. I bought an expensive, bay-area-wide, gym membership that I've been on the fence about forummm 2 years. HEAR THIS expensive, bay-area-wide, gym memberships are the solution for life in the bay area. Trapped 50 miles from home in rush hour traffic? Go to the gym. Stuck between two outings with 2 hours to kill? Go to the gym. Just came from the gym? Go to the gym!
And to all the scenster hedonist who may read this:
EXERCISE IS HOW YOU PAY YOUR BODY BACK FOR LIFE, BUT SINCE YOU ARE A DEGENERATE YOU ARE PROBABLY MORE USEFUL TO SOCIETY DEAD.
(I can hear it all ready. "wiggle, how can you say such things" well, it's not my fault if they can't handle it and end up looking down the business end of a bottle of blood pressure medication while sipping on 80 proof booze to grantee their suicide attempt is complicated by aspiration)
My life is evolving. A deep peace is at the bottom of this chaos. For the first time in my life a spider was crawling up my back while I was trying to sleep and I didn't care at all. I just thought "well, he'll leave when he's ready." Peace is at the bottom of the suffering that is "the never ending staircase machine" and a severely painful medical ailment. It's these times when I try and never forget the feeling of suffering and the great power I have to provide liberty for that suffering in others.
And also, when you have everything, you have everything to lose.
And to all the scenster hedonist who may read this:
EXERCISE IS HOW YOU PAY YOUR BODY BACK FOR LIFE, BUT SINCE YOU ARE A DEGENERATE YOU ARE PROBABLY MORE USEFUL TO SOCIETY DEAD.
(I can hear it all ready. "wiggle, how can you say such things" well, it's not my fault if they can't handle it and end up looking down the business end of a bottle of blood pressure medication while sipping on 80 proof booze to grantee their suicide attempt is complicated by aspiration)
My life is evolving. A deep peace is at the bottom of this chaos. For the first time in my life a spider was crawling up my back while I was trying to sleep and I didn't care at all. I just thought "well, he'll leave when he's ready." Peace is at the bottom of the suffering that is "the never ending staircase machine" and a severely painful medical ailment. It's these times when I try and never forget the feeling of suffering and the great power I have to provide liberty for that suffering in others.
And also, when you have everything, you have everything to lose.
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palindrome:
...could the word 'hedonist' be employed just a little more tonight? Its quickly coming up on 'like' as the most overused piece of vocabulary in the english language.
nancy_boy:
Im happy for you and your new spider friend to.... 
