wigglefree

How are you doing wiggle my friend?
It's been awhile again. I am avoiding
some things in my life right now. I
am back to being so unsure about
my feelings for my girlfriend and It is
really hurting. I feel like it is going to
end sooner or later so why am I
dragging things out. But then I think
that if that is what I beleive, perhaps
they are untrue thoughts that have
only become beleifs because of my
constant repeating of them in my head.
I'm trying to focus on the good. I really
am. But i think I'm losing...

By the way, your poem is great.

[Edited on Mar 16, 2004 7:34PM]

I like that a lot. A whole lot. Very nice.

Wiggle on and the globe will be yours!
Where are you right now?
I'm looking for the music you recommended to me right now. thanks!
Have fun.

hey-

you can sleep when your dead is right!!!

Congrats on whatever opportunity you have for leaving the country! My wife and I have both lived abroad, and talk about leaving again all the time.

I've been thinking about leaving the site, too, but haven't mostly because there are people here I want to keep in touch with.

If you send out updates on the adventure you're about to start, I'd love to be in the loop.

And it's true, I have been sleeping around. Around 10 hours a night, plus a 1 hour nap each day... Har har, or not.

Congrats and good luck.

:tuffy:

Just saying hi, friend. I would love to exchange some music with you. I already have some stuff I know you would love. I feel like I've been away for so long.

hey

put a new journal entry up already!!

anyway, check out mine and tell me if you think it is any good.

thanks,

-me

Its the dilemna of modern cinema... you have to bear through a lot of crap until you get something that doesn't make you lose all faith in American culture.

Corporate and community? Yeah right. The Gap is on my top 10 shit list. Been there a while.

Nope, not yet.


Funny you should say that though... my dad and I were just having a chat last nite about California ceceding from the union. It was a joke at the time, but.... its sounding better and better, isn't it?

That is a great poem!
How have you been, sir wiggle?
Listening to a little free jazz at the moment.
Cleaning and re-arranging...

Not only space but my mind as well.
Alot is happening. I hope for the best.

It's a reflex reaction of mine to distance myself from whoever appears to be the popular crowd in any given situation. I always find myself looking for reasons to dislike anyone getting their ass kissed. Not really fair of me, I guess, but it's not a habit I feel any urgent need to lose.

People who feel like they need to have as many friends as possible are like aliens to me for all I understand how they think. But then, I'm not especially fond of humanity in general. I don't think the Church of Cool can ever be burned down for good, but I'm sure as hell not going to walk in and get on my knees.

that's lame, you point out how something makes you feel and people tell you you're wrong and you're making it worse and how you feel isn't valid?

lame lame. am i missing the part of the conversation where people ask what they may have done or what others are doing to make you feel this way?

i'm booting you as a "friend" just in case.

Fucke 'em. Really, just fuck them. I got beat down on the boards and just decided to stay of them. People are either smartasses or holier than thou. There are still people that hold shit against me for things I said months ago when I was a brand noob. I don't really care. It's only the SG hierarchy who make their living on the boards. And it's the same fucking people over and over again. They think that they run shit; they run nothing.

I think that you do have some pretty strong opinions and you fight pretty hard. I'm the same way, so I just stay out of the shit stirrer. People on here, as odd as it seems considering it's a porn site, tolerate little and will never give in. I notice someone is missing from your friend's list. When the shit hits the fan people go missing. Yeah, part of the problem.

Humans are tasty.

I don't remember that movie... at all... I remember Lost Boys.

hey bossman,

i hear ya. there's a huge urge in me to just stand up and say "fuck you. whatever you want to do to me is fine, but i'm not afraid." and see what happens. i've never been in a fight, but i'm not afraid of the idea. i'm sure i would be if punches got thrown, but whatever.

however, going with what you said, i'm not interested in tangling with some kid who feels his respect is on the line in front of his friends. he's perhaps not thinking about his wife and house and dog and magazine and company and so forth. when i was younger, even i didn't feel i had much to lose and i was a regular guy who just hadn't gotten to a point in life where i had many people or entities to answer too. so yeah, your'e right. talking sense, or even talking shit, to the warped values of a lot of today's youth isn't a very good idea.

funny, my neighbor across the street saw some kids pour soda on his car. they're teenagers, they live right up the street. he went and got them, made them wash his car while he sat on the porch and watched, shook their hand, and sent them on their way. the cause and effect should stand as a pretty good lesson to those kids. i didn't want the kid who threatened to shoot me to just get away with acting that way, but literally standing in the spot somebody got shot at a month or so ago, i wasn't sure how to react.

choose my battles? and always make sure they don't involve physical contact maybe?