i rescued a money order today! i felt heroic and proud of myself..i should do good deeds more often, i need to learn to find myself at the right place at the right time when needed....hmm what to post about.. how about change?...
...its been constant for me recently. whether its been small points of clarity that are striking closer and closer to the bone, or true developments...hmmm...
ok as i was writing that i began to feel like an ass....its strange looking back at myself maybe 4 or 5 years ago I would have never seen myself on a e-journal/blogger thing (i think i might have ranted about this before..). i would have actually looked down upon people who would talk about being here, emofying their lives, and now look at me...im not a blogging machine or anything but i check this thing constantly....anyways, back to douchebaggy "change"....ive been working on myself for quite sometime now, and i really am just looking for the right time to strike with all of my backed up work that ive been keeping from the world..
some girl called me a pussy this weekend...i fucking hate it when women do that (it probably happens more than most guys with me)...i learned a while back, the hard way, that im more the type to SHOULD let a relationship develop naturally....i dont make moves on impulse. or thats part of my "change" plan....i asked her to leave at the proper time, and then when she went in for the "after hours hang out" hug i slammed the door on her.
pussy....
im definitely not as smart as i used to be....i pulled out the college frat guy in me in front of someone ive had the longest crush on, and im almost sure it turned her off to near end.
anyone seen this ad? i think its my favorite commercial ever. it reminds me 100% of myself when i was a wee-lad.
...its been constant for me recently. whether its been small points of clarity that are striking closer and closer to the bone, or true developments...hmmm...
ok as i was writing that i began to feel like an ass....its strange looking back at myself maybe 4 or 5 years ago I would have never seen myself on a e-journal/blogger thing (i think i might have ranted about this before..). i would have actually looked down upon people who would talk about being here, emofying their lives, and now look at me...im not a blogging machine or anything but i check this thing constantly....anyways, back to douchebaggy "change"....ive been working on myself for quite sometime now, and i really am just looking for the right time to strike with all of my backed up work that ive been keeping from the world..
some girl called me a pussy this weekend...i fucking hate it when women do that (it probably happens more than most guys with me)...i learned a while back, the hard way, that im more the type to SHOULD let a relationship develop naturally....i dont make moves on impulse. or thats part of my "change" plan....i asked her to leave at the proper time, and then when she went in for the "after hours hang out" hug i slammed the door on her.
pussy....
im definitely not as smart as i used to be....i pulled out the college frat guy in me in front of someone ive had the longest crush on, and im almost sure it turned her off to near end.
anyone seen this ad? i think its my favorite commercial ever. it reminds me 100% of myself when i was a wee-lad.
Aaanyway...Halo 3 was ok. I was night to finally end the fight. To have closure. But I was a little weak.
Bioshock on the other hand is FUCKING AWESOME. I'm enjoying as much as Zelda and Resident evil.
Great story, great challenges, AMAZING AMAZING graphics, great characters, great weapons.