wienus

shhh.




quick post...

for the past 4 days I have barely left my room due to the awesomocity of my new mac and monitor. It really is hard to leave it. Even if im not really doing much on it, ive found ways to spend/waste time with it. looking for HD wallpapers...watching off the air tv shows.....etc.....Ive been on so much that Ive been missing developing time at school, and tomorrow im going to have to face the music. oh well...major catch up time, like always, these next coming weeks.

stuff from inside my head...ive been going through some crazy mood swings. I cant stand being around people i want to be around and when im not around them I feel lonely. But I can feel myself coming to the point of just going and being myself and by that i mean saying everything that comes to mind right as it comes...Im usually pretty good at doing that when Im drunk..damn liquid courage..but Im trying to flip it around..or just get rid of it all together..or be superman or something...i dont know...fuck it. i need some balls.