"Sugar, even odd smiles are in this season."
(5:29am) god i dont know what im doing up right now. Ive been almost regularly taking sleeping pills, but ive began to realize that im depending on them too heavily so im cutting back and tonight is the start of it. Its probably not a good idea seeing as i have to be in class tommorow at 9:30 ready for a quiz. As shitty as tommorow will be, as soon as i see my sleeping schedual get back to normal (hopefully it wont be too long...although it has been off for a looong time now) it will be worth it...lots of scary things that are coming my way are running through me head, and all i want to do lay in bed with out a thought in mind.
main thought of the night: "should i drop out of college? probably not...but fuck its getting on my nerves. again like every semester, nothing is motivating me. this daily routine of standardized bullshit is killing me.
(5:29am) god i dont know what im doing up right now. Ive been almost regularly taking sleeping pills, but ive began to realize that im depending on them too heavily so im cutting back and tonight is the start of it. Its probably not a good idea seeing as i have to be in class tommorow at 9:30 ready for a quiz. As shitty as tommorow will be, as soon as i see my sleeping schedual get back to normal (hopefully it wont be too long...although it has been off for a looong time now) it will be worth it...lots of scary things that are coming my way are running through me head, and all i want to do lay in bed with out a thought in mind.
main thought of the night: "should i drop out of college? probably not...but fuck its getting on my nerves. again like every semester, nothing is motivating me. this daily routine of standardized bullshit is killing me.