ahh to live through discouraging times. just got back from school, and if i keep at the pace im going i wont be out for another year or so, and all i wanna do is slow down. I know what must be done, but my heart isnt in it. My brain is, because I want so badly to get out of college already, but once im out what? Become a freelance artist, get picked up by a huge corperation, make millions of dollars and work on a project to change the way the world views its self? probably not. either way, i want out and i need to start thinking progressivly. hopefully my current lifestyle wont get in the way. I just want to bust through and start my "final" stage(s) in life.
