wienus

so everything with the insurance company is taken care of..or at least i hope it is. i stopped attempting to get in contact with them, but we have a date this weekend. HOW EXCITING.

what really is exciting is what will be happing on the 24th. I will be seeing this lovely group

bttls.

and this time its for real. unless someone dies which i...
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phone tag with insurance companies is not very fun.

the "pick up".

ive actually been pretty good at cutting back the drinks. i stayed home, stayed away from the party at home, and havnt had more than one beer tonight. im patting my own back for this one. All in the name of loosing some weight, and its going pretty well, ive lost around 5-7 pounds in the past 1-1.5 weeks? hopefully my beer gut will leave...
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lately ive been having a BUTT fuck load of dreams, and they all have at least one old friend. I guess that should be my next step, going out and meeting new people....thats one of the disadvantages of getting into a relationship RIGHT when you move to a new city. the relationship ends, and you feel like everyone you know is limited to the people...
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sometimes its hard to grasp my standing.
sometimes standing is all i do.



i feel unwanted too much of the time, even when i know i am wanted.

i just got in and our air con isnt working.

I have not felt well lately. Overall weak, with slight headaches. I dont know what it is, if its a cold, its taking its time to come all the way through. I dont generally like taking meds, but i just want it to go away.

adding to that i also have a weird eye infection that im getting checked out tommorow...i hope its nothing..

i...
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anatomy of a black hole.