widow

hey guys.

so...ive had one of those, "WOW I'm really happy with who I am" moments pass across my smiling face just recently.

I went to the SG show and while it'll sound totally hilarious and/or trite, but seeing Nixon totally fuck up the stage was liberating. I then realized just how much I was squashing myself into a societally acceptable box...one that is much too tiny for such a crazed soul. Really random how it happened too - I've always been on the fringe of things, so it was odd to find myself so confined. I compromised myself a while back when my best friend kinda fucked with my head - she's a bit psychotic, but in the end all's well. So off I went biking all over Austin - loving the wind and the 'fuck you' attitude i settled into once more.

Then I got a flat which was a bit of a disappointment


*laughing*


I got the flat right next to this totally isolated and dark street right next to an empty, dark golfcourse. I was a bit preoccupied about whether or not boogie men existed in those trees to worry about the flat.


Anyway, I digress.


I realized that without having a real brick and mortar job (I'm just launching an international distributing company with my parents - all online) I can really be whoever...and who better to be than oneself.


GREAT FEELING. WAHOO!!!

I hope you guys feel the same way too.

Anyway. that's my update.


& now for fun questions that cool people have on SGs...

1. Are you a sweetheart or a meany to animals? - sweetheart...love love love animals..and insects..and obviously black widows..
2a. What do you actually care about? - God, sex, being nice to people, vision.
2b. Why? - umm...
3. What's your fav cartoon? - The Little Mermaid
4. What would you do RIGHT NOW if you had no restraints on you whatsoever.

tata!




EDIT: (yes yes it is) I'm off to Dallas for Thanksgiving with the kick ass fiancee!!! So love love love to all y'aaaaaalls (LOL) - happy Thanksgiving.