widow

alright. i get it. to be cool and get messages on this site you have to be AROUND and full of all kinds of interesting things to say. *melodramatic sigh* yes yes, alright. hehe!

lets see. im writing a book and Fatality is editing it with/for me...which freakin' rocks. I love that chick. I've also met a potential agent who is interested in seeing the final product based on my description of it...

I've become an agent for a nz furniture and design store called essenze. See Essenze's kick ass rockin' yea baby yea *shake that thang* website of upper class furniture and design stuff here hehe Super crazy excitin' I tells ya.

What do you all do for jobs? I think I know most of yours, but do tell.

I really love life and yet I've been sitting here in the midst of 'to do' lists in my parents house as I visit New Zealand for three weeks (yay!) and Im just...like there's so much in my life on the verge that I'm tooooootally ready for it to tip. It will tip, I can feel it - and in a good excited, anticipatory way. Really kick ass rockin rocker.

Mom and I are reading 'Sacred Contracts' by Carolyn Myss. I'm not much of a reader outside of academia (ha) but it's a really amazing spiritual book. As the title implies its about what your contract is in the world and it's so convoluted and based on your OWN memories, thoughts etc (rather than some moo trashy poo head telling you how to think and approach life). anyway, i recommend it.


I'm going to be getting home in just a few days and I cannot waaaaaaaaaaaaait to be in my love's bed again. I love feeling that warmth you get only with that one special person you just can't get enough of. Kinda like waffles and syrup.


all for now, cuddles.