wickedxdead

I seriously don't know what to do...I am confused on too many damn things and I can't help being this way. I want ONE thing...And, that would make me ever so happy. I am sad most of the time...I do a good job of hidding it, but I don't know if I want to any more. I was told by someone not to give up and just give it time...I should and I will, but I want to be really happy for once in my life. Everything else has been random happy times. When I can put a smile on her face, it makes me feel good inside. When she tells me that I totally changed her day from bad to good...That really makes me happy. Seeing a patteren? LOL.

I am going to pack some stuff up for me leaving this fucking place...I need to get myself an apartment soon...Maybe within like 30-60 days. That isn't Rock and Roll...So, yeah. Good night all...


ROCK AND ROLL!