wickedsillyness

I wish I never got out of practice with my art... I visited my brother in New Mexico, we ended up staying the week in Santa Fe, and there was a huge artist/craftsman show/sale going on in the plaza, with so many different artists showing their paintings/drawings, other people showing their metal work and their pottery, sculptures, it was really inspiring... When I got back I was determined to start again, and it just seems like I've lost it... I don't have that process going through my head anymore, I don't ever know what to draw, how to draw it, if i even want to draw or if I want to paint... It just seems so strange to me now... It's amazing how I threw away the one thing that I was decent at, and I can never get it back... maybe it's just a general lack of ambition, maybe it's the fact that at 24, I have no clue where my life is going... I don't think I'll ever know, ever have any clue