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I have been small. I have been weak. I have been afraid. I have been depressed. I have been bullied. I have been neglected. I have been beaten. I have been mistreated. I have been used. I have been abused. I have been drugged. I have been alone. I have been raped. I have been ashamed. I have been suicidal. I have been angry. I...
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pascipio:
Great set, very sexy, one of the best Hopeful sets I have seen in a while.  You are gorgeous!
legman:
great set!!!
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Last weekend was probably THE BEST weekend of my life!!! I started out by marching completely topless for the Gay Pride Parade in Columbus representing Modified Studios in Lancaster where I went after the parade to finish my owl quarter sleeve (check out their work on instagram @modifiedstudios and my personal artist @fatetattooer ) After that I headed back up to the Pride festival and...
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wickeddwillow:
I'm surprises you missed me! I marched topless the whole time haha @spitfirexx
spitfire:
I was in the same boat, except just walking around, but that's awesome !
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I went up to modified a couple days ago and got all the line work for my quarter sleeve done! I'll be adding the color in a couple weeks, it'll be mostly purple and blue :) I am beyond happy with the way it's turned out so far and I can't wait to see it finished!


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warhog73:
Bad ass!
wickeddwillow:
glad you guys like it! I love love love owls and I've always wanted a sugar skull tattoo so I'm pretty in love with it.. can't wait for it to be purple too! ^.^
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Trying to pull myself out of this funk I've fallen back into. For years I've struggled with depression but I was finally making some leaps and bounds. However lately I feel it trying to make its way back into my life so I'm trying to be as upbeat and positive as possible, depression is an ugly thing and I do not want to slip back...
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slckrk:
Good to hear about the leaps and bounds, sounds like you have some good positive plans. Keep that smile on your face. Your naked body brightens my day. Your ass looks amazing in these, don't do any workouts to change it please.
jozsef:
Short of writing a book here, I'll just say that we now know depression is more about beliefs, attitudes and predictions about the future than any physiological defect or chemical problem. This is quite cutting edge so therapists are just beginning to hear about it. I can personally attest that the most severe depression can be made to eventually disappear as we learn about how our minds work and how billions of years of evolution have shaped our reactions to certain experiences and situations. It's very exciting stuff. 😍
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naked and relaxing with my pups, I coudn't feel more zen in this spot :)

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mrwaverly:
That is a beautiful picture of a beautiful person. Much love, xxxxx
legman:
Awesome!!!!!!!
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being sexually frustrated is absolutely the worst :/ I've been hurt and mistreated so much by guys that I'm now questioning my sexuality. I think I'm bicurious but I don't know because I lack the social skills to actually try to talk to a girl ): I'm lonely and frustrated... Sorry for the depressing post, here are some not so depressing pictures from my new...
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wickeddwillow:
@thiana I wish! 
phaseish:
@dreadheadsierra I feelz you. on the other side of the fence I think we regret it later even if it's 3 years from now like in my case.
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wickeddwillow:
aw thank yew ^.^ @macabraslucifer
urnotme:
That is the sure thing!
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here are a couple snags of me in my short shorts


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arcania:
<3 <3♡♡
warhog73:
Oh ya. Wow. This made my Sunday.
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Race of Life

by Dreadheadsierra


Lungs beginning to cave in
there's no evacuation, no one left to save me from myself
they all fell away when I begged them to stay
now I don't know if I'll make it through this day

not here
not this place
filled with my anger, guilt, disgrace..

If only I could leave tonight
those memories fading in the pale
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I'm uploading a couple pictures from my most recent set I took with my friend Sarah. They were in some really cool cave and rock formations and my outfit was a totally new feel and style for me, it's got a vintage feel to it with the glasses and lingerie. I had a ton of fun and made an awesome new friend. Plus I shoot
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warhog73:
Excellent.
robertbluesman:
can't wait! <3