My set is pretty much done and ready to be submitted, now it's just a waiting game... and fuck am I nervous! My stomach is completely in knots haha I want to be a suicide girl so bad, it's my dream... I want to be able to say it with pride and confidence! My whole life I've been an outcast, I'm from a tiny town in Ohio where being different or unique made me very alone. I was never accepted, I grew up being made fun of and called ugly. I had awesome nicknames like pizza face, and rocky mountain face because I had awful acne. I was always teased about being short and weird. Now that I also physically am different with tattoos, piercings, and dyed hair there is even more of a gap and separation between me and those around me. Even my parents discouraged me, telling me when I first mentioned an interest in modeling that I was too short, I didn't have the right body type (I was too fat), and that my look in general was not one of a model. However, since I've started the process to become a Suicide Girl I've found people who used to call me ugly and make fun of me are the same people calling me beautiful... that's a really amazing feeling after being put down for so long and I hope to only continue it.. to prove them wrong and show them that I CAN be a model and I can do it looking the way that I want to
What do you guys think about this? Do you think I can do it? :3
