A Frickin' Ray Of Sunshine:
well, it happened. i am 21 which means...jackshit. "you can now drink in bars", i haven't been carded in a bar since i was 16. the only good thing about this whole damned thing is that many have taken my advice and gone simply for cash. i have collected large sums from a few family members that have given me a pretty good cushion, which i need seeing the fact that i am still very up in the air (but falling) about what my plans are on the whole little matter of where i will be living come the fall.
i think i'm over the whole Diana business. as i said, i don't belive that she's going to leave her boyfriend, but that hasn't stopped me in the past. well we went to see "Hitchhiker's Guide" (see notes for review) last friday and everything seemed to be going nice but i came to a conclusion. i don't think it was so much Diana that i liked, more of the attention and "Female Interaction" that i liked. it's been a long time since someone's spent that amount of time near me that i think i fell back in to old habits. to me this is understandable, mainly because we never did anything wrong (in "That" way). don't get me wrong: Diana's smart, funny, attractive, fun to be with, and something about the whole "killing me six times before i hit the ground" thing reminded me of the time i dated a black belt (funny thing about that girl was she was totaly submisive). it was nice but earlier this wee, after days of not seeing or hearing from her, save from the text message on my birthaday that served double function of the well wish and to ask me to save some boxes for her, she storms in to the back and starts in with the complaints while i eat my lunch and read Sin City "Hell and Back". she ranks for a while, only stoping to answer the phone and the odd breath, then storms off to do some work. true at the time my attention was diverted between the cheeseburger in my mouth and the graphic novel in my hand, man's got to have his priorities. i'm strangely ok with this new development which might just be my sign for my life starting to wrap up here, maybe chapter 2 is just around the bend?
Notes:
1: "Hitchhiker's Guide" was... well it wasn't horrable. Tim from "The Office" was a great Arthur Dent but the script lacked the english humor of the book/radio program/BBC movie. i understand they couldn't have everything but i thought the "So long and thanks for al the fish" song at the credits was a little much.
2: "Hell and Back" was very good and could make a pretty good movie (hint hint). new cast, new problems, classic Frank Miller.
3: i've got a pain in all the diods down my left side, i'm not getting you down am i?
4: currently downloading a lot of old school rap to throw on a CD to play on the drive home: NWA, Ice-T, Warren G.
5: i want to thank everyone for the "warm" greatings on my birthday, while unnessisary, they were "Nice". and a special thanks to Bob and Sam for telling everyone and thus making my life just that more complicated.
well, it happened. i am 21 which means...jackshit. "you can now drink in bars", i haven't been carded in a bar since i was 16. the only good thing about this whole damned thing is that many have taken my advice and gone simply for cash. i have collected large sums from a few family members that have given me a pretty good cushion, which i need seeing the fact that i am still very up in the air (but falling) about what my plans are on the whole little matter of where i will be living come the fall.
i think i'm over the whole Diana business. as i said, i don't belive that she's going to leave her boyfriend, but that hasn't stopped me in the past. well we went to see "Hitchhiker's Guide" (see notes for review) last friday and everything seemed to be going nice but i came to a conclusion. i don't think it was so much Diana that i liked, more of the attention and "Female Interaction" that i liked. it's been a long time since someone's spent that amount of time near me that i think i fell back in to old habits. to me this is understandable, mainly because we never did anything wrong (in "That" way). don't get me wrong: Diana's smart, funny, attractive, fun to be with, and something about the whole "killing me six times before i hit the ground" thing reminded me of the time i dated a black belt (funny thing about that girl was she was totaly submisive). it was nice but earlier this wee, after days of not seeing or hearing from her, save from the text message on my birthaday that served double function of the well wish and to ask me to save some boxes for her, she storms in to the back and starts in with the complaints while i eat my lunch and read Sin City "Hell and Back". she ranks for a while, only stoping to answer the phone and the odd breath, then storms off to do some work. true at the time my attention was diverted between the cheeseburger in my mouth and the graphic novel in my hand, man's got to have his priorities. i'm strangely ok with this new development which might just be my sign for my life starting to wrap up here, maybe chapter 2 is just around the bend?
Notes:
1: "Hitchhiker's Guide" was... well it wasn't horrable. Tim from "The Office" was a great Arthur Dent but the script lacked the english humor of the book/radio program/BBC movie. i understand they couldn't have everything but i thought the "So long and thanks for al the fish" song at the credits was a little much.
2: "Hell and Back" was very good and could make a pretty good movie (hint hint). new cast, new problems, classic Frank Miller.
3: i've got a pain in all the diods down my left side, i'm not getting you down am i?
4: currently downloading a lot of old school rap to throw on a CD to play on the drive home: NWA, Ice-T, Warren G.
5: i want to thank everyone for the "warm" greatings on my birthday, while unnessisary, they were "Nice". and a special thanks to Bob and Sam for telling everyone and thus making my life just that more complicated.
good conclusions, about the girl, the movie and the book. nothing wrong with old skool rap. o.g. gangster is in my car as we speak. can't fuck with ice-T. and eric and i are both fans of the regulators... so rock on out with your bad self... as my wife said, now you can self medicate.