Not You, Not Like This:
as if the train wreck that happens to be my lovelife needed anymore help, tonight i have hit an all time low. tonight i played witness to an 18 year old try to give me advice on talking to women. the piece of crap is two years younger than me, he's one of the fucking "children" he's got almost as much experiance with women as i have with anime (which for those of you who don't understand, it's very little). he's a guy who just broke up with his girlfriend (and when i say "Just" i mean two months ago) trying to tell me that relationships are a bad idea and that i have problems with women. here's a news flash: NO SHIT!!!!!!!!!! my problems with women sometimes mirror that of a teen soap, but i have come to understand and learn from my past in order to not do the same thing again (see, i'm learning and growing to be a better fuckin' person, so get off my back).
that said: i want to give a shout out to my Denver crew, "Denver in the House?". alright so life in CT isn't all it's cracked up to be, but is anywhere any different? these are the questions i hope to answer soon. some people will be happy to hear that i have once again started to entertain ideas of this large move to the Rockey Mountain Area. today i found myself taking a long hard look at the items on my life and judging their value (I.E. if they would get packed up and taken or tossed) this coupled with my resent purge of clothing from my closet, i still find myself far from mobile. which is alright in some contexts. i do have a lot to get inorder before i can try this. i guess part of me is thinking one of my many ex's will hear the news and rush to me, beg me to stay because i am the only man she ever has or ever will love. not quite sure what i would do next, guess it kinda depends on the ex. whatever happens, move or not, i think it will answer alot of questions for me, perhaps i'll find what it is i'm looking for, even if i didn't i was looking.
as if the train wreck that happens to be my lovelife needed anymore help, tonight i have hit an all time low. tonight i played witness to an 18 year old try to give me advice on talking to women. the piece of crap is two years younger than me, he's one of the fucking "children" he's got almost as much experiance with women as i have with anime (which for those of you who don't understand, it's very little). he's a guy who just broke up with his girlfriend (and when i say "Just" i mean two months ago) trying to tell me that relationships are a bad idea and that i have problems with women. here's a news flash: NO SHIT!!!!!!!!!! my problems with women sometimes mirror that of a teen soap, but i have come to understand and learn from my past in order to not do the same thing again (see, i'm learning and growing to be a better fuckin' person, so get off my back).
that said: i want to give a shout out to my Denver crew, "Denver in the House?". alright so life in CT isn't all it's cracked up to be, but is anywhere any different? these are the questions i hope to answer soon. some people will be happy to hear that i have once again started to entertain ideas of this large move to the Rockey Mountain Area. today i found myself taking a long hard look at the items on my life and judging their value (I.E. if they would get packed up and taken or tossed) this coupled with my resent purge of clothing from my closet, i still find myself far from mobile. which is alright in some contexts. i do have a lot to get inorder before i can try this. i guess part of me is thinking one of my many ex's will hear the news and rush to me, beg me to stay because i am the only man she ever has or ever will love. not quite sure what i would do next, guess it kinda depends on the ex. whatever happens, move or not, i think it will answer alot of questions for me, perhaps i'll find what it is i'm looking for, even if i didn't i was looking.
ironbhr:
whoodie hoo!! shout back shorty! we be here waiting..just let us know before we end up getting a house! 