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Another day down...and Another day why I wonder why I try with all these people. Everyone is the same its a non stop quest for more drugs. Always just drugs and alcohol. Unfortunately its come to a point where everyone I know has ditched me at least once for pot. Or pot has been involved so I have been excluded cause I choose to live my life sober and see what is realy ahead of me. I don't talk with anyone I use to anymore. Nothing is working out at all. Who knows what is going to happen with my roomates now. Andrew is off to live in the dorms of MECA on sept.1 since his car decided to die...and if Erin keeps up at this rate I'll have to kick him out...where will I go? Do I know. Not realy. I've talked about moving to Montreal. I loved it when I was up there...everyone says awww, it's too far away. You don't want to do that. But I think I need to get away from everyone here. Unfortunately there are so many financial things holding me down here. Why can't anything work out?