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22 people at the show tonight. Crazy.

I found a really lovely review of my performance online. Always makes you feel good to get that validation from someone...whoever it may be.

I haven't eaten any meat since Friday. How odd.

I got waxed today. So did the hooker down the street. Always a pleasant journey it is with the hot wax. MMmmm.

I'm feeling the...
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fdnymedic:
whats your performance?
im working for new years eve frown i know i know you are all envious but the answer is no! you cant come with me..you have to go out and party and have a good time!!!
wraith7000:
Hahaha, hooker down the street...*looks over shoulder* shocked
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Well....back to the star dressing room for two days. Hurray!!

We only have eight shows left. So strange. This is all I have known for nearly four years. What an experience! This job has helped support my alcoholism and abuse of various illicit substances....what will I do now?!?

I'm excited to have my evenings free to spend with the Rune and Mahgo, the newest member...
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er:
it's at noon, if you want to go with me
57th and 6th
wraith7000:
Well, when you leave don't forget my theory...Germans LOVE David Hasselhoff. shocked
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whoa.

one more paycheck.

Went to a bday party tonight. It was a very heterosexual environment....I'm not so familiar with that kind of experience. Damn those puerto ricans are dirty muthafukrs.

People are getting testy at work. Since we only have a week left...people aren't holding back when it comes to other company members they hate. It's very odd. The company is being very stingy...
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recidivi5t:
it means i'm surrounded and beaten
sivadelfuego:
If I say, "I surrender," to someone it means that I'll take it in the ass for them. But only if they are gentle and loving.

Seriously, it means I no longer fight against the adverse forces to which I have chosen to surrender.
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WEll I'm home in PA now. Should be a fun two days with the family.

ONE MORE PAYCHECK left. ARgh.

I'm watching a movie starring Neil Patrick Harris called The Christmas Wish. He's so cute. I really had a crush on him for a while. Too bad he's so gay. I have a picture somewhere of him bending me over a car like he's hittin...
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er:
huh?
freyja__:
doogie = gay?
who knew!?!
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I saw ROTK again tonight with Recidivist. What a great movie. The theatre was 100 degrees..that sucked. My balls were sweating.

I feel gross and sad. I wish I could get my shit together. How does one prepare to be poor with lots of debt and a monstrous monthly living cost?

Guess I'm gonna have to drag that fucking accordion down into the subway. surreal
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amplexus23:
you shouldn't each chimpanzees, they are for laughing at, not eating.

can't you see that?
sivadelfuego:
You don't want to ask me a question like that because my answer is, "I don't have a fucking clue."
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Watched the first part of Lord of the Rings tonight. Hadn't seen it in a long time. I'm part of this "Rings" marathon group this week...part one mon...part two tues...and to the theatres we go wednesday! How exciting! Fucking incredible movies.

I ate shit tonight..and now my tummy hurts. No eating shit. YUCK. Serves me well.

I'm going to Germany..hoooooray!
I'm feeling good about that!...
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er:
it seems that you are the only girl on my buddy list.
what the fuck is up with that?
morranimal:
I'll be your sugardaddy... if by "sugardaddy" you mean "a guy who can steal packets of sugar from the diner"...
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Three more paychecks. Whoa.
Not to mention that in this weeks
check they overpaid me...so next
week the check will be significantly lower. BARFCITY.

I'm lonely.
It's the holiday season.
Where's the boyfriend that
will rub my feet
and make me tea
and eat steak and eggs at midnight?
It's just me and The Rune...ahhh..the girlise. mah girlsie.

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sivadelfuego:
I'll give you whatever I can over the phone to help you feel less lonely. Email me your phone number and a time to call, I'll keep you company for an hour or two.
morranimal:
Barfcity? Is that near Hoboken?
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I saw School of Rock tonight. Jack Black in fucking hilarious and completely ridiculous in the movie. Adam Pascal...who's starring in my show right now...is in the begining of the movie and at the battle of the bands at the end. He's the bandleader that kicks Jack Black's character out and he has this fantastic mullet. Gotta love the mullet.

Four more paychecks.
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sivadelfuego:
Hey, babes, I need an explanation. A) What is "your show?" The one Adam Pascal is starring in? And B) What's with the four more paychecks thing? I need the 411. I want to understand!

And send me another flirtatious email already! I miss flirting with you...
ponyboycurtis:
hey amy clay is here right now:
Katrina!!!! This is amy clay, your long lost friend. your call on my birthday made my fucking day. Welcome to Fucking Lighthouse!! I have thought of you so much over the last few years since we last spoke. listen, I misplaced your phone number immediately after I got your message and took it down. I'm dying to talk to you. could you please send it again? i cancelled my land line but here's my cell number.
662-614-0440
and email
amylclay@hotmail.com

josh showed me your pictures and you are absolutely gorgeous, my darling. what the hell are you doing these days? still in Cabaret, or on to greater stardom.

oh my little starlet, i have missed you and want you back in my life. you should come to visit me. i live in a great little town. i've been there about eight months after leaving colorado, where i was a curator for an arts organization.
i'm painting up a storm and doing research for a company during the day, dancing and having fun by night, and making art and more art.

please drop me a line or even better, give me a call. if you'll email me your phone number, i'll call you pronto.

ever hear from miss rana or catherine?

i was just in pennsylvania two weeks ago and thought of you every day.

i hope to hear fromn you soon, my love.
take care of your sweet self.

love,
amy
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FOUR MORE PAYCHECKS. EEEEK. I'm just hoping that all the generosity I've exuded monetarily in the past few years will come back to me.

I've got a few more shows as the lead coming up. The new pic is of my corset from the show. I can't believe that we're closing Jan. 4th. I think I'll hop on a plane to Koln and see the...
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er:
apparently wraith is coming to NYC on jan 19th, you won't be here?

also...i want you to go somewhere with me on jan 10-11...details to follow..
wraith7000:
i am coming..and you are leaving frown