5 days until I have to move outta my room and into a tent, thus meaning the deployment is coming to an end. Still have missions to run which honestly scares the shit outta me lately, this late in the game would be a shitty time to get blown up, shit last month was bad enough but just weeks before going home worries the shit... Read More
The mission went well, it was not nearly as hard to get back on the road as I thought it would be. There was actually a level of comfort there. There were a few spots though that had a butthole pucker factor of 20 on a scale of 1-10. so yea you could not have squezed a greased BB in my ass even if you... Read More
you'd think that a security excort company who knows you have lost two soldiers already and are getting ready to go on convoy on the same route, might re-think an incredibly insensitive fucking statement placed on the sand table on a 4x7 card that reads "YOU WILL DIE HERE"
I'm not so big on sesitivity and all that other shit, but c'mon seriously... Read More
I'm back in Iraq, I have yet again a new outlook on life. two friends gone, and two that walked away virtually unharmed. seeing the holes in my buddies clothes as well as the shrapnel they pulled from his bag which was on the roof of the truck brought new light to how precious life is. I dont know how to really deal with the... Read More
well now its time for me to once again pack up and head back to the sandbox. it was fun, and I'm glad I was able to hang out with a few people even though not everyone go the chance. Theres a strange comfort in goin back and being with everyone thats still over there, I almost didnt feel right being back for so long... Read More
I feel a little lost right now, its wierd. I dont know what to make of it, I just wish life was much simpler right now. kinda like I want to just go live in the fuckin mountains with no bills no traffic no stupid ass people. but at the same time I need that stuff in my life to make shit interesting, I'd go... Read More
my time back has been great. tons of drinking and partying and I think it finally caught up to me since I ended up laid out sick all day today. but it was all worth it and I hope I have kicked the cold enough to continue the party tomorrow.