The range went well this weekend, hit 28 out of 30 which means I'm qualified as an expert with the pistol.
In other news I have calmed down a bit from the last entry, but seem to be on a bit of a roller coaster right now. I feel extremely lost today for some reason. So many things racing back and forth thru my head and I dont know what to make of any of it. I havent seen the person I care for in 2 1/2 weeks and it is eating me up more then ever. Worst part is I'm not sure it bothers her like it is bothering me. Talking to her on the phone eats me up more because I know I still cant see her for at least another full week with the way things are going right now, who knows maybe longer......maybe I'm looking into this too much too, I dont know, again I'm feeling lost and alone. I just want her by my side..........
In other news I have calmed down a bit from the last entry, but seem to be on a bit of a roller coaster right now. I feel extremely lost today for some reason. So many things racing back and forth thru my head and I dont know what to make of any of it. I havent seen the person I care for in 2 1/2 weeks and it is eating me up more then ever. Worst part is I'm not sure it bothers her like it is bothering me. Talking to her on the phone eats me up more because I know I still cant see her for at least another full week with the way things are going right now, who knows maybe longer......maybe I'm looking into this too much too, I dont know, again I'm feeling lost and alone. I just want her by my side..........
not being with your loved one sucks
drink beer. it'll make it better
What were you shooting? Shooting people (in paintball, of course) has always been a great outlet for me. But even shooting a powerful gun at the range (.50 Desert Eagle, for example) can feel like a great release of tension, anxiety, etc.