whodovoodoowedo

so things have been great lately.

I have been getting paid regularly, not everything owed but at least most of it.

I have been able to spend good time with my Girl, see some movies spend all day together things of such nature.

Now all of a sudden the pay checks are starting to fuck up again.

Two weeks of work and paid for one day, followed a week later by two days worth of pay.

The travel pay started flowing in May and I saw some of it but now it has stopped and there is sooooo much more of it yet to be seen .

This really fucking blows, I know money isn't everything but SHIT if you dont HAVE IT but you have EARNED IT and you NEED IT to pay bills so you can keep simple necessities such as a car which is NEEDED to get to WORK.....you would think they would pay you. But nnoOOOOOOoooo.

And now an argument with the one I love, I think things were mended and I hope it is on its way to being worked out.

I honestly think it has hit rock bottom for me right now at this particular moment in my life.

hopefully that means things in the future hold a brighter side to all this mess, either way I'm not going to stress over it because that will most likely make things worse than they already are.