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I really dont understand women and I know I never will, but this last incident is just way beyond belief. I'd been talking to this girl for 6 months at the most. awesome chick absolutely gorgeous. well as time went on more and more things I didnt like started poping up, mainly just her attitude and such. Well I told her I didnt want to talk to her any more and shortly afterwards she shot herself. she didnt kill herself but was close, shes been in the hospital now for about 5 days. I mean what the fuck. part of me feels really shitty but the other part is telling me not to give a shit. this shits starting to pile up between stuff I had to deal with during the deployment and now this. I'm slowly going fuckin insane i think fighting the good fight and keeping depression at bay is difficult, but its staying away for now. thank God I have friends out here....