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I feel a little lost right now, its wierd. I dont know what to make of it, I just wish life was much simpler right now. kinda like I want to just go live in the fuckin mountains with no bills no traffic no stupid ass people. but at the same time I need that stuff in my life to make shit interesting, I'd go fuckin nutz if I was all secluded like that, so maybe its more of a want to be rich and never have to worry about shit again type deal only I dont want to admit that thats what it actually is. fuck it, I dont know, my mind is just rambling right now....whatever..