Story of the day..................
WHITEWIDOW IS OFFICIALLY GOING INSANE!!!!!!
Thats right - this is the longest I have ever gone without working since I was 12 years old.........and I HATE IT!!!
I guess I just have to keep my mind on the future and remind myself that this is only temporary.
I know that good things come to those who wait....but I have always been a rather impatient person (I'm working on that though)
No house to live in yet..............
No work visa so I will either have to work illegally or sit down in California doing what I'm doing now...........
I love my family but they are really starting to get to me.......................
*warning - mini rant about to take place - proceed only with caution*
WHITEWIDOW IS OFFICIALLY GOING INSANE!!!!!!
Thats right - this is the longest I have ever gone without working since I was 12 years old.........and I HATE IT!!!
I guess I just have to keep my mind on the future and remind myself that this is only temporary.
I know that good things come to those who wait....but I have always been a rather impatient person (I'm working on that though)
No house to live in yet..............
No work visa so I will either have to work illegally or sit down in California doing what I'm doing now...........
I love my family but they are really starting to get to me.......................
*warning - mini rant about to take place - proceed only with caution*
Why is it that my cousin can get pregnant and have a child on the way (with no father because she was dating a married man who decided to go back to his wife) and I.....who have done things right can't?? People have been nice to me by trying to tell me that my time will come but I know that as each day passes, my chances deminish by just a bit. 
Still not sure what the changes are on here I guess I have numbed myself to them happening so if they did change things I am oblivious to it
Oh well - I hope all of you have had a great Monday
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It can only get better...