Story of the day....................
Holy update!!
Well - house sitting is going very well. The dogs are so well behaved that sometimes I wonder if they are even from this planet. The jaccuzie tub is being a huge help in relaxing me too
Work however is another story
After all the pressure I have been under and extra work I have been doing I am sad to report that I finally lost the battle with the stresses that come with my job and am now on temporary "stress leave". It's nobodys fault but my own for getting in over my head but I am more usept with myself because I couldn't hack it all I have not learned how to use the word "no" until this week and all that did was cause me to get in shit for "attitude problems". All I can say is that when your Doctor tells you that your work is starting to kill you, its time to step back and re evaluate how important said job really is. I am sad though because I really DO love my job and my patients.......it is just WHERE I am working that isn't healty for me at this time. So for now I'll listen to what the Doc says and stay as far away from work as I can until Monday and we will see how things go from here. When I went in to work to let them know that I was going to be off for the next few days my supervisor told me he was there for me (which is a crock of shit since he is one of the main causes of my stress) and asked me to do a few quick things around the hospital before I left for the day. What part of STRESS LEAVE doesn't this guy get?
So for now I sit here feeling very lost and broken which bothers me since everything outside of work is going great. Oh well - what won't kill you will only make you stronger right?
Hope everyone is doing well and I promise to be back here more often once house sitting is done on the 21st.
Love you all
Holy update!!
Well - house sitting is going very well. The dogs are so well behaved that sometimes I wonder if they are even from this planet. The jaccuzie tub is being a huge help in relaxing me too
Work however is another story
After all the pressure I have been under and extra work I have been doing I am sad to report that I finally lost the battle with the stresses that come with my job and am now on temporary "stress leave". It's nobodys fault but my own for getting in over my head but I am more usept with myself because I couldn't hack it all I have not learned how to use the word "no" until this week and all that did was cause me to get in shit for "attitude problems". All I can say is that when your Doctor tells you that your work is starting to kill you, its time to step back and re evaluate how important said job really is. I am sad though because I really DO love my job and my patients.......it is just WHERE I am working that isn't healty for me at this time. So for now I'll listen to what the Doc says and stay as far away from work as I can until Monday and we will see how things go from here. When I went in to work to let them know that I was going to be off for the next few days my supervisor told me he was there for me (which is a crock of shit since he is one of the main causes of my stress) and asked me to do a few quick things around the hospital before I left for the day. What part of STRESS LEAVE doesn't this guy get?So for now I sit here feeling very lost and broken which bothers me since everything outside of work is going great. Oh well - what won't kill you will only make you stronger right?
Hope everyone is doing well and I promise to be back here more often once house sitting is done on the 21st.
Love you all
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No, really. I think it is. Yes, I know, I've said more reassuring things... Well, now that you know the problem's name, you can deal with it. Sort of an upside.
Sorry to hear you are stressed out.