whitewidow

Story of the day................


Hmmmm - Im sitting here having the most healty supper known to man (also known as Diet Coke and Pop Tarts) Somthing tells me that one day I am gonna look back on today and wish it happened more often

Just listening to some Sara Brightman (yeah I love her - so what?) She is the type of artist that makes a girl feel sexy, romantic, artistic, and loved all at the same time

There is a fly buzzing around my head Little does the bastard know that once he lands he is in for a big suprise (a rolled up Cosmo magazine)

I wanted to have a candle light bath tonight. Just me, my bath salts, my music and a couple of candles in glass holders to reflect the flame on the walls to soothe the soul. Its too hot for a bath tonight

My mom isn't very happy with me right now - not really speaking to me which makes me sad

I held a friends baby today and it made me cry a little. Scared me to think that I may not ever have the chance to hold my own child - I know - kinda morbid to think that but it is sadly a reality I must consider

I wanna build my own web site. A friend of mine did that to get her performance resume and audition video out to the world and she swears by it as she has gotten lots of jobs Somthing to think about I guess.

I found out that one of my Choreographies was stolen this dance season. Of all of my work which dance did it have to be??? The friggin HAMSTER DANCE !!!!! Come on people - I am sure that I had better work that coulda been recreated but NOOOOOOO - it had to be the silliest and most mindless piece of work I slapped together that was stolen and posted on the web for all to see Guess I should be happy that someone out there thought it was good enough to call their own. I am more shocked that it took 5 years and a whole country away for it to resurface. Same costumes and everything - well - glad it won you some competitions who ever you are who "borrowed" it

Life offers choices - we don't always have the freedom to make our own choices. Even if "support" is said to be there - it isn't always the case. No matter the path that one may want to take isn't always the one we get to........I know that now.

Anyways - enough hopping around in my thoughts for one night

Hope you all had a great day

Kisses