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Tuesday Jun 27, 2006

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Story of the day................

*WARNING*........................... whitewidow is not a very happy little Medic todayfrown

Im just having a "day" is all - no real reason as to why really but I already know its gonna be like this all day and I have only been up for an hour eeek

First off - I have to say that I HATE when I don't know what the future has in store for me whatever I know this is nobodys fault really - cept for the damn military but when I express my concern I don't want people getting pissed off at mefrown Its a natural thing to feel and I can't help it. How would you feel if you were leaving the one true thing you felt comfortable and secure with to venture off into a new and exciting world. YES I am very happy for many reasons but I don't like the unknown and lots of change at the same time. SORRY - thats just who I am and I can't change itfrown

Second of all - remember that flight I was suppose to be going on months ago?? STILL WAITING!!!!! mad Why you may ask? Well its rather simple when you break it down............all of the men that I work with have been up flying 2-3 times by now. You figure it out puke

Third - I HATE being on edge when you have that feeling that somthing bad is going to happen frown We average a crash a year on our base and we are 13 days away from the 1 year anniversary to our last crash (the crash in which I was lead Medic for) blackeyed Doesnt mean anything bad is GOING to happen but I have been having weird "on edge feelings" for a little while now and I don't like it since this is how I was feeling prior to the last 2 crashes eeek

Last but not least - My 2 bestest friends and co workers have been posted to another base and they leave on Thursdayfrown I know this is the military and people come and go but these 2 are responsible for my advance promotion, molding me into the Medic I have become and were the 2 people that befriended me my first day here no questions askedfrown Once they leave me, I am officially the only female Medic on the entire base (the base of 500 people) eeek

Sorry for the downer entery people but I'm just PMSing a little blush

Hope everyone is behaving and having lots of funwink

Kisses kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
ifixtrains:
I wish I was the sexiest, highest ranked person where I work. tongue But seriously, have a better day tomorrow sweetie.
Jun 27, 2006
deathbyopus:
smile whatever confused wink biggrin puke skull EL SUICIDO LOCO ooo aaa
Jun 27, 2006

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