whitetrashdeath

i wish i didnt drink all that goddamn caffeine at 4am when i was dragging ass at work, now im wired.i realized that new posts are being put up fast. i'm wondering how so many people arent working at 9am on a fri. i worked last night of course.
some drunk ass lady was hitting on me when i was working in a left turn-pocket. her friend was driving her home when the light turned red & they stopped next to me. she said a bunch of lies to me, she had her drunken goggles on. but it was funny.
i almost bought the evangelion complete dvd set, but alas i didnt want to spend the 100+ $.
P.O.D sucks
i think im going to a strip club tonight, the post got me in the mood.
nothing else for me to do.
i suck
im surprised somebody read this & actually wrote back, that was actually the second reply to a journal entry i've gotten.(last entry)
i think of them as little presents to me.
yippie
i hope i can sleep today
school is fun
i love girls
i almost got ran over last night by somebody that wasn't paying attention as they backed up their car,good times.
oooh. i just started singing the country death song in my head, i love that shit
a girl at my work that says she's a "feminist" , isn't
she cares about all genders & people. I figured her out.
i forgot to wipe my ass 2 days ago before i pulled up my boxers, that was a mistake.
if i killed myself i'd do it so nobody i know would be the person to find me

i failed, i failed
i couldn't do it, i couldn't succeed
i messed up, more than once
in my head, i'm frustrated

i failed myself

grey matter's shrinking, my brain seized
i can't think, positively
why now, why don't i
try try again, i did i did

i failed myself

im a failure.