so i may have had the worst birthday in the history of birthdays ever!!! but i am feeling much better now. the lesson that i learned: guys are assholes and don't really know what they want(sorry guys)! and they say that women don't know what we really want that is bull crap, but like i said i'm feeling much better!! all i needed was a day with my bestie and to vent a little bit and i'm all better now no since in crying over something that can't and will never be fixed. time for me to move on and get my life in order! so life this middle figer is for you, enjoy!