I have decided to hang around this wonderful community a little while longer and see how things go.

My life is traveling well and I am studying massage therapy and aromatherapy. I also wish to study kiniesiology, homeopathy, naturapathy and ultimately one day acupuncture and Chinese medicine.

My blog

http://blog.myspace.com/whitepuma101

Dreams
I had the weirdest dream, its bugged me all day.

It started of with me on some excrusion of some kind and all of a sudden I am protecting lil kids from an angry bull and from somewhere a horse appears and I am riding it the bull knocks the horse to the ground and i come away still protecting a lil girl, the...
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Making friends


I was queired the other day by someone who asked why I sent the a friends request when we had never talked so they rejected the request. I was wondering if anybody else thinks like me in that one never knows a person until they talk to them and this goes for all your friends and even family. Now if that intial contact...
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Fucking insomnia

I am so over this not being able to sleep. I toss and turn for like hours and I swear by the time I actually get to sleep the alarm is ready to go off. Then for the bulk of the day I cant sleep either and when I do feel like it I am stuck doing shit like work which stops me....
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Well I think I have finally done it after 7 years of tryin to quit smoking. Its been a week now since my last drag and almost nine days since my last full cigarett. I have to admit the first couple of days I gave into the cravings just before bed and had a drag. I feel good but its weird trying to stop yourself...
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Damn it whats wrong with me. I must be one of the most fucked up individuals around I swear. After watching a TV show I am feeling even more depressed and alone then usual all because it was based around to ppl being soul mates and one dies leaving the other to carry on. And then to make me feel even better some ass hole...
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Yet another day of being a loser with no money and stuck at home. What a great way to spend Friday night. Some times I really do wonder weather its worth being on this shity planet. I feel I have no friends and that even my work colleagues are only nice to me out of curiosity coz we spend 12 hours a day together. I...
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Another crappy day. Im depressed yet again and feel like shit. One good thing I suppose my legs are better and I can get around. But hey that doesnt change the fact that im broke, fat, dumb and ugly. There must be something wrong with me coz I still cant make any friends and women run away from me before I can even get a...
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Whoo im as happy as a pig in shit i have finaly changed jobs within the raaf. I will no longer come home smelling of fuel, oil and grease working in the hot sun. It is climate controled air con all the way for me now. Although I am sure I will get bored of this after six years as well.