whitelightriver

Something you should all know that I never, ever mentioned before: I have a girlfriend. She did not know about my membership on this website. She found out, and I am now cancelling my membership. I live in a fantasy world online...I've led a lot of you on by leading you to believe that I'm single. I've created this persona, which I believed would be harmless, apart from my real world life. I've found out that it's not at all harmless.

My girlfriend and I do not have the most solid relationship, but I am still obligated to be the one for her as she has been for me. I've been the shittiest, most unsupportive boyfriend in the past year, if not more. We've been together for three years. It's that serious.

My name really is Jared. I really am 19, and I do live in Dallas. Everything I've written is true, but none of it was the complete truth without mention of my girlfriend. Some of you do know about Laura, but for the rest of you, I apologize. My true character is showing. It's so easy to make something of yourself online when in truth you don't amount to much. I leave this site for at least the duration of my relationship with Laura. Will I ever be back? That depends on my commitment to the girl who loves me. Goodbye, fantasy world. It's time for me to cut the unfaithful summer bullshit and get back to being the best person I can be. Laura, I apologize. I don't know how I thought doing this could be so harmless. Goodbye, friends.