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Well, no luck. We were both beat by the time we got home. I slept most of the day and didn't get any homework done. But tomorrow is another day.

Be patient girl be patient. He looks at me the way he use to but still won't touch me. Kinda like he is afraid. I was told that it is obvious we love each other...
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beckyuill:
well. guys... cant live with them.------well that should be it.


do you know this was the first time i ever clicked the 'see more pics' button and looked at your pictures? i hardly ever look there with anyone. but i must say you are very very pretty. so all i can say is, at least you got your looks. some people have guy problems.. AND look like crap! blackeyed imagine. eek huh.


hehe, well, oh this is a strange question but---you're not british are you?
munchies187:
Well I dropped in on this one a little late so I don't know exactly what's going on but I wouldn't hold too much in before you talk to him about whatever is going on. Sorry about your troubles but everything will work out. wink
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lostanddazed:
What kinda homework??? Like your pic's kiss
munchies187:
Well can't say you're lying, you are pretty hot. wink Have fun!
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I had someone come in to work and wanted to pick up a shift and I gave him mine since I have a lot of homework to do. I am headed home and get a fucking ticket for not using my damn blinker. I have until June to pay it but damn. I suppose it could have been worse. So apparently - this will cost...
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What happened to all my comments? I click on that section on my page and it says there are none.
artpie:
There are no comments for this journal entry.
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thanks swoony girl biggrin
beckyuill:
oh its happening to everyone. i emailed the staff, they say theyre workin on it. dont worry. i thought i was taking drugs or something. hehe..

thanks for liking me in my vinyl. you know i put those pics up for you right? only you. to cheer you up wink

yeah my quotes come from memory and some i look up if i cant remember. they help me a lot so.. i try to sound like i know what im talking about. ooo aaa ooo i liked the grudge. have you seen the Eye? see that. that was SCUURY eeek biggrin
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I am tired of thinking. I am tired of talking. So... I won't. My new best friends are indifference and disappointment.

Previously they were Polly and Esther. Ha Ha Ha I am funny dammit.
theburningred:
hey girl just read your comments- you are so sweet.

i'm sending you the biggest hug out there! kiss kiss

and post whatever to my journal it's cool. i like knowing that you are good and feelin ok to. so feel free! biggrin
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Well, I feel most accomplished. I got a lot of organization done with my school papers. They were starting to take over and I was getting messed up on what I needed to be doing for school. I got some of my homework done. I am going to make an effort to get most if not all of it done this weekend.

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Why is every question that needs to be asked the ones that the answer is I don't know? I am really tired of thinking about all that happened and all that was said so I will just say that I said my part and now I am just waiting. Waiting to see if the other shoe will drop or if things will be good again....
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theburningred:
girl i've been there, and that same black hole has consumed me too. The guy i thought was perfect, the only one i thought i could ever love broke my heart over and over. It was a bad time in my life. I wanted to die every night. In the morning i would wake and stare at the walls and hate my own face for the puffiness the tears left behind. I still cry sometimes, and that's ok. What i realized though is that you have to look out for yourself, and worry about your own best interests. And in your sake, your boys.
I understand you love him. I know you truly must. But you aren't loving you by doing this to yourself over and over again. YOu need to be strong, even if it's asking a lot of yourself. i know you can't understand why you, and why is he such a prick and all those other mean thoughts in your head. I think you should take a step back and then decide if you are heading in the right direction. You are a BEAUTIFUL blush girl, and i bet your smile makes you even more gorgeous.

best of luck lovey- kiss kiss kiss
beckyuill:
yeah i think all of mankind has been where you are at one point or another. im sorry your going through this, but it'll pass.. time is the only real constant thing in life. and it makes things better. its good that you look at the good things too though. if i were you id put on some Chicago and let it out. Chicago always helps me with my lonliness. or Air Supply. or am i just a dork? i dont know where you live but if i were your buddy (real life buddy not journal buddy wink ) id go rent a bunch of scary movies and MAKE you watch them with me. thats one of my fav things to do.

(it took a lot out of me not to put any inpirational quotes here btw) tongue
oh crap heres one: Richard Bach
Every problem has a gift for you in its hands.
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A is for age: 25

B is for booze: wedding cake martini

C is for carreer: student/waitress - soon to be teacher

D is for Dad's name: Absent

E is for essential items to bring to party: lip stuff, coat (people's houses are always so cold), condoms, cell phone (never know when you might want a reason to leave), a friend

F is for favorite...
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I think I have just fucked things up. He wanted us to be able to talk about things that bothered us and be able to sort them out and not get into a big blown up fight. Well, that's what I did - I brought up some things that bother me and I feel as if I fucked up somehow.
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beckyuill:
you ok?

hope you had an ok Vday. let me know kiss
beckyuill:
well sleep is SO important. they linked lack of sleep to obeseity and cancer. but everything in the world cause those things huh. wink anyway how was dinner together? this is like a sitcom im following or something! <gasp! whats whiteiris going to say next?!>

hehe. catch up on your zzzz's. and right on high five on getting your laptop!

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[Edited on Feb 16, 2005 12:00PM]
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I realized that anytime I hear a train horn I am late for something. Be it work, sleep, meetings, class, whatever. When I hear that horn I know it is late.

Go figure.
dopespike:
awww frown being punctual is overrated anyways, If i can only convince my Lab TA that, I would be good as gold.
sailordrunk:
It is never too late, before it is too late.

Interpret how you wish.