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Saturday Jul 30, 2005

Jul 30, 2005
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I am sorry I have been absent. Have not been home much lately. I am not leaving there though. I love this place and you all too much. I noticed that some people have gone. well, I think about you guys often but am either too tired to read, update and such or I am on my way out the door. I dropped my botany class as I was failing. Not good so I thought I would drop before I got an F and take a much needed break. I still have to work but I get a few weeks of laziness during the day. I got burnt out on school and just needed to not be in school for once.

I have kept in touch with Vegas guy but I think he has moved on to a local girl which was to be expected. We still talk but I think we both realize the futility of any type of relationship other than visiting. But damn the sex was awesome.

Been getting out of the house and meeting new people. No one was saying anything about me - my friend just trying to get me to talk to him. He thought I lied about going to Vegas. Stupid people.

Things have been going pretty fast lately but they are slowing down. Going out is getting old as I get drunk every night. I did well, saw "her" at a bar the other night and just calmly walked out the door. She saw me I know but I just left. I thought I did well.

I have been talking to the brother of this guy that I work with. I met him once and he was a total ass to me. So much so that I wanted to smack him. But apaprently he liked me and didn't knpw how to act. Silly boys. But we have been talking and unfortunately he is in Afghanistan - yes he is an army boy. He is due back in Germany in 6 months. He doesn't know when he will be back in the states. We will see about all that. Apparently local boys just don't do it for me.

Onec school starts I am going to be home much more and will have some major catching up to do. But as it stands I have not forgotten about you guys.

Ashton turned 7 on the 8th and Mason turned 5 today. I got on roller blades. No pics and thank God. It was quite a sight I assure you. Karma is on my lap. She has kept me company when I have gotten the lonelies. She is my baby.

Well, I need to get Mason to bed as he thinks he doesn't need to sleep.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
sailordrunk:
It is good to hear from you again!

C.
Aug 10, 2005
sailordrunk:
I hope that you are alright. The reports we've been getting of the area . . . man. I am very disturbed by everything that has happened. . . post hurricane.

Let us know if you and yours are alright.

C.
Sep 1, 2005

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