Well - it's been a while. Where shall I begin? The beginning is tired and old but it seems to be the best place.
I am going to Vegas with a guy I met in NO. He is great fun and great in bed so why not and NO I am not getting married while I am there.
I don't know why guys don;t understand what you tell them. Do you guys tune us out THAT much that you don't seem to hear when we tell you shit? Must be - so when you get hurt it's your own fault. I refuse to feel guilty.
I got the money to replace my laptop so it should be in any day now. My "friend" calls it an investment in my education. Whatever.
I almost ran into him and her the other night when I went out with Tommy. I was warned by other people that I knew at the restaurant that they were there. I managed to hide out but not without seriously wanting to go to the table and pour hot grease all over them or pay a server to spit in their food. But I behaved myself - mainly because Tommy was there.
Tommy is this guy who I have been hanging out with. He is a nice guy and would be someone perfect - but not perfect for me. I like him but I think he likes me more. If I were planning on staying in this shit hole for the rest of my life he would be perfect to settle down with but as it stands - he lives with his mom - just got fired - and he snores. He got weird on me last night when I went to leave - like he was upset at the fact that I was leaving. well, he was snoring and I wanted to go home. I didn't want to speand the night.
My kids birthdays are this month. They will be 7 and 5. It's hard to believe that sometimes.
I graduate next summer - hopefully. I am starting to get a little freaked out. I can handle it - I know I can.
There is actually so much more but I need to get to sleep - we have a birthday party to go to at 10 in the morning. I still don't get that shit - fucking birthday party at 10 am.
I put up some new pics - one being my new tattoo. And I got my other three redone - needless to say IT HURT.
I have been keeping up with all of your journals and for the most part you guys seem to be doing well. If any of you happen to be in the Vegas area next weekend - give me a buzz - I need someone to play in the fountains with me.
I also put up new pics of my babies. They make me laugh more and more every time I see them.
I am going to Vegas with a guy I met in NO. He is great fun and great in bed so why not and NO I am not getting married while I am there.
I don't know why guys don;t understand what you tell them. Do you guys tune us out THAT much that you don't seem to hear when we tell you shit? Must be - so when you get hurt it's your own fault. I refuse to feel guilty.
I got the money to replace my laptop so it should be in any day now. My "friend" calls it an investment in my education. Whatever.
I almost ran into him and her the other night when I went out with Tommy. I was warned by other people that I knew at the restaurant that they were there. I managed to hide out but not without seriously wanting to go to the table and pour hot grease all over them or pay a server to spit in their food. But I behaved myself - mainly because Tommy was there.
Tommy is this guy who I have been hanging out with. He is a nice guy and would be someone perfect - but not perfect for me. I like him but I think he likes me more. If I were planning on staying in this shit hole for the rest of my life he would be perfect to settle down with but as it stands - he lives with his mom - just got fired - and he snores. He got weird on me last night when I went to leave - like he was upset at the fact that I was leaving. well, he was snoring and I wanted to go home. I didn't want to speand the night.
My kids birthdays are this month. They will be 7 and 5. It's hard to believe that sometimes.
I graduate next summer - hopefully. I am starting to get a little freaked out. I can handle it - I know I can.
There is actually so much more but I need to get to sleep - we have a birthday party to go to at 10 in the morning. I still don't get that shit - fucking birthday party at 10 am.
I put up some new pics - one being my new tattoo. And I got my other three redone - needless to say IT HURT.
I have been keeping up with all of your journals and for the most part you guys seem to be doing well. If any of you happen to be in the Vegas area next weekend - give me a buzz - I need someone to play in the fountains with me.
I also put up new pics of my babies. They make me laugh more and more every time I see them.
you'll wash me baby?
we need to make this happen...