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The Black Hole

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Saturday Jun 18, 2005

Jun 18, 2005
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I miss you.

My mind has become twisted. I don't know who I am anymore. I am not the same girl I was 6 months ago.

I am much meaner. But does that make it better?
sailordrunk:
Twisted is not good, but it is better than shattered. . .

I have gone through many changes over the years . . . and did a lot of soul searching. In that search I found a little part inside of me, hidden away, that has remained consistant, consistant in all of my memories as far as I can go back.

Not nostalgia. . . nostalgia is memory through rose tinted glasses. It requires dates, times, and people. Knowing who you are, stripped away from all of the bull shit, superficiality, and the perceptions of others can be a great anchor when everything else seems to fall apart.

Call it a center, core, inner balance, whatever.

Best wishes, darling,

C.





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